Bear one another’s burdens, and thereby fulfill the law of Christ. - Galatians 6:2
I am very bad off, lower physically and emotionally than I have ever been. I know that I still am, but thanks to prayer and spiritual intervention, have had a bit of a breakthrough. I know I still face the same worsening issues I did before, but I am asking for help. I am doing my best to lean. It is not easy for me.
Brian stabbed himself in the hand, deep and sideways, and as he's healing it's looking like he may have nerve and/or tendon damage. He'll get his stitches out on the 18th and they'll see if they want to send him to an orthopedic surgeon. The house is showing the neglect from him being taken out of commission, and it's killing me to not be able to be there for him in the same way that he's always there for me. I'm also having to be much more independent, and some of it is just not possible anymore.
I am unable to read my own body anymore. At all, it's official. I do NOT have a UTI, which is good news, but that means that it is just my Primary Lateral Sclerosis is going downhill. And that is NOT good news. I no longer know when to see doctors, and if I do go in, there is less and less they can do to help me.
The 2nd nerve pain pill they tried me on has turned on me. It wasn't helping at all after a week, then I started with a reaction and had to discontinue it. No news yet on what's next.
My faith does not feel faltered, but I am so, so tired and the battles are fiercer than ever.
It feels like everything is just so bad, all at once, it's so overwhelming. Will you please pray for all of us?
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